what it do
this blog do what it do.
which means … whatever feels like coming through me is gon come through me.
ahhh but the source will always be love. you don’t have to believe me – just watch me. of course, this is our first blog together, so you don’t really trust me yet. i just had to state the premise: LOVE.
and why love? oh, ya know, it’s this new new shit i’m on.
i want to testify to the universe about my journey towards LOVE.
not a journey towards a boyfriend or a husband, mind you. i have neither. the journey towards loving myself and being totally, completely happy – every day.
i am still on the journey. i am still healing myself. but i like to share. i will be sharing my innards and my struggle towards joy. i believe (along with Paulo Coehlo) that joy is a conquest. that happiness is a choice (along with my pastor Reverend Anthony Trufant). that God loves me and lives inside me. and that love is real.
real love … is where i have no expectations of you, blog reader. a space where i am not trying to control you, your mind, or your thoughts. it is a place where i do not have to receive anything from you in return. that’s real love.
it might seem that some of my blogs are not directly about love … and that’s cool with me. if it aint cool with you well, that’s cool with me too. that’s the beauty of love — forgiveness & acceptance. and what little i know of love right now is that expressing who i am and following my dreams and passions is a reflection of how much i love myself.
i love myself enough to let my poems, my writings, my scribble scrabble, my random thoughts flow right out of me.
i have not mastered love and do not claim to be any kind of expert … well, you’ll see.
